I have just been reading a lot of comments on gold diggers and well I thought she was my friend etc etc,
I just want to say its your own fucking dam fault. duh an sp wants money or more specifically your money are you just stupid,
it has been said over and over again this is not the place to find a relationship, or for that matter lament about money spent.
that being said my sp is one of the best things in my life,
I started with her over ten years ago, very early on, I said to her just business show my ass the hell out when the clock runs out,
but also I said same time next week for like years and years.
at some point we realized we liked each other trusted each other and the lines got blurred.
but when I leave her I expect nothing its over, but for what ever reason, we both know we will see each other,
we made silly promises to each other, silly, but,
somehow we just know we will always be in touch and friends,
it doesn't matter I have a full life with many people and things in it, so does she,
but we always seem to find time for each other and get together,
she is one of the dearest friends I have ever had,
but at the same time I realize things aren't forever, just the same we still get together.
she has been a positive in my life,
in a sexual way, and as a very close friend that knows me most likely better then anyone.
I find it very sad, in some ways, a single guy spending his life on hookers then realizing he is old one day and what does he have to show for it.
well I think its your own fault.
if you want a better life a better relationship be a better you,
I tell my sp every
time I see her she is the best thing in my life.
you know something I could bitch and complain about the money spent on her, its not perfect, believe me I could find fault lots of fault.
put I choose to see the positive that she has given me, meant to me, and I tell her,
life is way to short, not to tell people how good they are have been to you,
if there not what the hell are you doing with them
again this is not a place for relationships friendships of any kind, its not to be expected.
but some times they happen,
its more about the person involved, his or her attitude,
if your having problems, only look in the mirror,
I just want to say its your own fucking dam fault. duh an sp wants money or more specifically your money are you just stupid,
it has been said over and over again this is not the place to find a relationship, or for that matter lament about money spent.
that being said my sp is one of the best things in my life,
I started with her over ten years ago, very early on, I said to her just business show my ass the hell out when the clock runs out,
but also I said same time next week for like years and years.
at some point we realized we liked each other trusted each other and the lines got blurred.
but when I leave her I expect nothing its over, but for what ever reason, we both know we will see each other,
we made silly promises to each other, silly, but,
somehow we just know we will always be in touch and friends,
it doesn't matter I have a full life with many people and things in it, so does she,
but we always seem to find time for each other and get together,
she is one of the dearest friends I have ever had,
but at the same time I realize things aren't forever, just the same we still get together.
she has been a positive in my life,
in a sexual way, and as a very close friend that knows me most likely better then anyone.
I find it very sad, in some ways, a single guy spending his life on hookers then realizing he is old one day and what does he have to show for it.
well I think its your own fault.
if you want a better life a better relationship be a better you,
I tell my sp every
time I see her she is the best thing in my life.
you know something I could bitch and complain about the money spent on her, its not perfect, believe me I could find fault lots of fault.
put I choose to see the positive that she has given me, meant to me, and I tell her,
life is way to short, not to tell people how good they are have been to you,
if there not what the hell are you doing with them
again this is not a place for relationships friendships of any kind, its not to be expected.
but some times they happen,
its more about the person involved, his or her attitude,
if your having problems, only look in the mirror,
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