I guess I should say first I have been going to strip jointson and off all my life. And im in my fifties now.
But any ways I liked the maleness of them when I started going. It was just a male only place except for the dancer and the waitress. It’s a place I would go guys would go just to get away from there wife there girl friend. Or just kind of pissed at the female gender all together because you couldn't get a date or lucky or whatever,
Guys went we hung out and we went there to I guess objective women, what ever that meant to each of us.
I was young I just wanted to be alone, wasn't interested in girls. But still horny. My father was in and out of jail for rape, how do you explain, that to the girl or her parents, and I wasn't interested in a relationship at all.
I went to just go and get drunk, for the most part I would sit in the back and not bother any one and just get fucking drunk, not at all to meet girls.
I was just a stupid fucking punk ok, confused just wanted to get drunk and pretend some girl might like me one day, or get drunk enough so I wouldn't think about it.
Though strange as it may seem a dancer would pick me out of the crowd and pick me up. I would be going out the door, and she would chase me down and say wait for me.
And I was thankful for it, dancers don’t ask a lot of questions don't bring you home to her parents so you have to explain to them about my screwed up dysfunctional family.
Yeah I did appreciate it when a dancer took a liking to me, though don't know why. I was and still am that stupid punk who for the most part just wants to be left alone.
But any way
I remember the first time couples started showing up,
Who would bring a girl friend or a wife to a strip joint, I was annoyed, I never went back for along time,
I went a couple times in the last month and seriously there were more girls there then guys, a party of girls were there, they hung out, and if the mood hit them they would get up and bump and grind in the corner.
There should be a rule, if a girl is going to dance in a strip club she has to take her cloths of. The place has go go dancers, and I would hang out with the go go dancer and its like fuck some girl gets up and dances with the go go dancer,
Fine but the dancer is wearing panties and bra. The girl fullly clothed she is just distracting me.
Its just weird, I want to go and just objective women as sex objects or just because the female body is such a beautiful thing either or, I can look at women because im horny, or just because she is so dam beautiful.
But I really don't want to go and listen to a bunch of women cackle and giggle somewhere. Or put on some show and distract me from the girl who is getting nude in front of me who is actually trying to put on a show.
I guess im still that stupid punk and want to be alone with my thoughts.
I have a wife kids, two sps that I see regularly, I just go to be alone with my thoughts. And get drunk
I sat in the back out of the way and a group of girls just giggling and carrying on. Annoying me. One dancer annoying me, she kept talking to me. I just wanted to be left alone, I sat at the back to be left alone, she keeps pointing me out and talking to me. Then gets off stage and says don't go away, I will come and talk.
I had just ordered a beer and haven't even paid my waitress for it or I would have left.
I move to where the go go dancer is thinking she won't bug me, when im up close and personal with the go go dancer, another fucking girl comes and sits right beside me its like fuck, she talks what ever, but seriously I just want to be alone and think,
Im a thinker I ponder, a day dreamer what ever, yeah there are times in my life I was insecure afraid and alone, I would have done anything for girl to smile at me.
But now im just a stupid fucking idiot and want to be alone, and I go to a strip joint thinking I can just have a few beers and be alone, and I can't even fucking do that.
This girl finally tells me she has to go and check in at the office or whatever, and tells me not to go anywhere I will be right back she says.
I run as fast as I can fucking run,
Seriously my life has come full circle im that stupid punk again, just wanting to be alone with my thoughts and my beer,
And my strip joint is gone. And the girls that come and invade my privacy I wish they wouldn't
I guess that has changed, before I was a scared alone stupid punk ass kid.
Now my life is crowded with people to many people actually.
But im still a stupid punk ass kid
But any ways I liked the maleness of them when I started going. It was just a male only place except for the dancer and the waitress. It’s a place I would go guys would go just to get away from there wife there girl friend. Or just kind of pissed at the female gender all together because you couldn't get a date or lucky or whatever,
Guys went we hung out and we went there to I guess objective women, what ever that meant to each of us.
I was young I just wanted to be alone, wasn't interested in girls. But still horny. My father was in and out of jail for rape, how do you explain, that to the girl or her parents, and I wasn't interested in a relationship at all.
I went to just go and get drunk, for the most part I would sit in the back and not bother any one and just get fucking drunk, not at all to meet girls.
I was just a stupid fucking punk ok, confused just wanted to get drunk and pretend some girl might like me one day, or get drunk enough so I wouldn't think about it.
Though strange as it may seem a dancer would pick me out of the crowd and pick me up. I would be going out the door, and she would chase me down and say wait for me.
And I was thankful for it, dancers don’t ask a lot of questions don't bring you home to her parents so you have to explain to them about my screwed up dysfunctional family.
Yeah I did appreciate it when a dancer took a liking to me, though don't know why. I was and still am that stupid punk who for the most part just wants to be left alone.
But any way
I remember the first time couples started showing up,
Who would bring a girl friend or a wife to a strip joint, I was annoyed, I never went back for along time,
I went a couple times in the last month and seriously there were more girls there then guys, a party of girls were there, they hung out, and if the mood hit them they would get up and bump and grind in the corner.
There should be a rule, if a girl is going to dance in a strip club she has to take her cloths of. The place has go go dancers, and I would hang out with the go go dancer and its like fuck some girl gets up and dances with the go go dancer,
Fine but the dancer is wearing panties and bra. The girl fullly clothed she is just distracting me.
Its just weird, I want to go and just objective women as sex objects or just because the female body is such a beautiful thing either or, I can look at women because im horny, or just because she is so dam beautiful.
But I really don't want to go and listen to a bunch of women cackle and giggle somewhere. Or put on some show and distract me from the girl who is getting nude in front of me who is actually trying to put on a show.
I guess im still that stupid punk and want to be alone with my thoughts.
I have a wife kids, two sps that I see regularly, I just go to be alone with my thoughts. And get drunk
I sat in the back out of the way and a group of girls just giggling and carrying on. Annoying me. One dancer annoying me, she kept talking to me. I just wanted to be left alone, I sat at the back to be left alone, she keeps pointing me out and talking to me. Then gets off stage and says don't go away, I will come and talk.
I had just ordered a beer and haven't even paid my waitress for it or I would have left.
I move to where the go go dancer is thinking she won't bug me, when im up close and personal with the go go dancer, another fucking girl comes and sits right beside me its like fuck, she talks what ever, but seriously I just want to be alone and think,
Im a thinker I ponder, a day dreamer what ever, yeah there are times in my life I was insecure afraid and alone, I would have done anything for girl to smile at me.
But now im just a stupid fucking idiot and want to be alone, and I go to a strip joint thinking I can just have a few beers and be alone, and I can't even fucking do that.
This girl finally tells me she has to go and check in at the office or whatever, and tells me not to go anywhere I will be right back she says.
I run as fast as I can fucking run,
Seriously my life has come full circle im that stupid punk again, just wanting to be alone with my thoughts and my beer,
And my strip joint is gone. And the girls that come and invade my privacy I wish they wouldn't
I guess that has changed, before I was a scared alone stupid punk ass kid.
Now my life is crowded with people to many people actually.
But im still a stupid punk ass kid
