one day a week i go out to the bar at least that is what i tell my wife.
its actually every second week i go to a bar a strip club. the other week i see my sp.
its just funny to me the perceptions and attitudes of people
the bar has lap dancers or private dancers, usually i don't have anything to do with them. i spend enough money on my sp, i can't afford lap dancers too
any way that last couple of times a lap dancer stopped to talk to me,
and both of them made the comment im not a whore, with some distaste actually.
not that we got into a discussion about it,
im a newbi to lap dancing, and i asked the rules. can we touch, and they both responded with some distaste and spat out the word whore.
actually im in my mid fiftes and spent alot of money on lap dancers just not recently there was a hiatus on lap dancers in my city for about ten years i guess
during which time i started seeing sp's
any ways i found it kind of amusing how they spit out the word whore.
a few weeks before that, a go go dancer spit out the word stripper with some distaste meaning she found dancing nude disgusting.
i have actually found sp's who have found the word whore disgusting, and pussy and lectured me like i was a little school kid. on my manners.
i just find it amusing that a go go dancer would spit out the filty word dancer,
and a lap dancer would spit out the filty word whore in such a distaste full manner.
i almost told her a couple of very nice people that i know would be whores if you chose to use that word.
to me there just friends, i have seen them so long that the word john and client and sp don't seem to fit any more. though i still pay them.
to me im purchasing porn, thats it each lady does what she is comfortable with, thats it.
even in the world of sps some ladies do greek others do not.
ask a female that goes to church every day, what she thinks
and she might call all these ladies sluts or whores which makes four groups of ladies that are way beneath her.
including the waitress, who wears very little that brings me beer
and in all honesty the church going lady might be the most dishonest most hate filled woman of them all.
but she goes to church so that makes it all ok
i think what a person feels in there heart is what is important,
not some label society puts on them or me or us.
i came out and said on this board my father was a pedophile and a rapist and a raging alcholic,
its true but i would like to apologize for bringing it up. perhaps its not the place to talk about such things. i get the feeling some people are uncomfortalbe with such talk
any way im sorry.
and i was accused of being proud of it all.
im not sure how some would could be proud of his father being a rapist but im sorry. ok.
most of my life i was deeply ashamed of that fact, ok, and scared and confused and yeah you have no idea.
but im over it now,
it just is what it is as they say.
im not proud of it, im not hiding it either,
when at one time i was deathly in fear that some one would know,
now
i really don't give a fuck,
i think people are what they are, and were more then just labels of johns clients sps. whores escorts.
where human beings with feelings and hopes and dreams.
and yeah i have messed up along the way, most likely will again to.
i just want to say i was messed up ok, really confused and messed up. maybe i still am
i really don't give a fuck either.
but some of the nicest people i have met along the way.
that i have talked to got to know
the most honest caring women i have met, have been what some one might call whores.
they have big very caring hearts.
and its funny but some of the people i know who claim they know god, are some of the most self rightous assholes i have ever come across,
whats that phrase those who are first shall be last.
and some people disgustingly refer to them as whores.
they the whores might end up first in line at st peters gates
how little does some self rightous bible thumper know
how little do we all know
i know i have said this several times before
but thank you ladies.
i for one really appreciate the job you do,
whether it is givng a guy like me an ear to speak to when no one else would
or a warm body to enjoy.
you have been very good for my soul for my well being and peace of mind.
though i have worried and hoped your ok, while i have enjoyed myself.
rather selfishly.
its not really fair the perceptions society and people put on you.
its a label,
it says nothing at all about what is in your heart.
and isn't that what matters, not some label
or what some one thinks they know about god
its actually every second week i go to a bar a strip club. the other week i see my sp.
its just funny to me the perceptions and attitudes of people
the bar has lap dancers or private dancers, usually i don't have anything to do with them. i spend enough money on my sp, i can't afford lap dancers too
any way that last couple of times a lap dancer stopped to talk to me,
and both of them made the comment im not a whore, with some distaste actually.
not that we got into a discussion about it,
im a newbi to lap dancing, and i asked the rules. can we touch, and they both responded with some distaste and spat out the word whore.
actually im in my mid fiftes and spent alot of money on lap dancers just not recently there was a hiatus on lap dancers in my city for about ten years i guess
during which time i started seeing sp's
any ways i found it kind of amusing how they spit out the word whore.
a few weeks before that, a go go dancer spit out the word stripper with some distaste meaning she found dancing nude disgusting.
i have actually found sp's who have found the word whore disgusting, and pussy and lectured me like i was a little school kid. on my manners.
i just find it amusing that a go go dancer would spit out the filty word dancer,
and a lap dancer would spit out the filty word whore in such a distaste full manner.
i almost told her a couple of very nice people that i know would be whores if you chose to use that word.
to me there just friends, i have seen them so long that the word john and client and sp don't seem to fit any more. though i still pay them.
to me im purchasing porn, thats it each lady does what she is comfortable with, thats it.
even in the world of sps some ladies do greek others do not.
ask a female that goes to church every day, what she thinks
and she might call all these ladies sluts or whores which makes four groups of ladies that are way beneath her.
including the waitress, who wears very little that brings me beer
and in all honesty the church going lady might be the most dishonest most hate filled woman of them all.
but she goes to church so that makes it all ok
i think what a person feels in there heart is what is important,
not some label society puts on them or me or us.
i came out and said on this board my father was a pedophile and a rapist and a raging alcholic,
its true but i would like to apologize for bringing it up. perhaps its not the place to talk about such things. i get the feeling some people are uncomfortalbe with such talk
any way im sorry.
and i was accused of being proud of it all.
im not sure how some would could be proud of his father being a rapist but im sorry. ok.
most of my life i was deeply ashamed of that fact, ok, and scared and confused and yeah you have no idea.
but im over it now,
it just is what it is as they say.
im not proud of it, im not hiding it either,
when at one time i was deathly in fear that some one would know,
now
i really don't give a fuck,
i think people are what they are, and were more then just labels of johns clients sps. whores escorts.
where human beings with feelings and hopes and dreams.
and yeah i have messed up along the way, most likely will again to.
i just want to say i was messed up ok, really confused and messed up. maybe i still am
i really don't give a fuck either.
but some of the nicest people i have met along the way.
that i have talked to got to know
the most honest caring women i have met, have been what some one might call whores.
they have big very caring hearts.
and its funny but some of the people i know who claim they know god, are some of the most self rightous assholes i have ever come across,
whats that phrase those who are first shall be last.
and some people disgustingly refer to them as whores.
they the whores might end up first in line at st peters gates
how little does some self rightous bible thumper know
how little do we all know
i know i have said this several times before
but thank you ladies.
i for one really appreciate the job you do,
whether it is givng a guy like me an ear to speak to when no one else would
or a warm body to enjoy.
you have been very good for my soul for my well being and peace of mind.
though i have worried and hoped your ok, while i have enjoyed myself.
rather selfishly.
its not really fair the perceptions society and people put on you.
its a label,
it says nothing at all about what is in your heart.
and isn't that what matters, not some label
or what some one thinks they know about god
