How fair is this hobby?

[sevenofnine]

I used to think this wasn't fair. I mean paying a women for sex.
Isn't that like every guys dream? To get paid for sex.
And well how many times can a guy actual do it in a day?
Is there well an actual limit to what a women can achieve in one day?
And well how much can one actually afford?

Ten years into this hobby, I still think it is so unfair.

I use a women's body I go home to my wife and kids.
She goes to the next man an empty house a jealous boyfriend or husband that
She has to console
society that condemns her
Kids that she has to explain where she has been and one day may have to face the music.

I give her paper.
What has she given me?
Have I stolen a life from her?
While she has given me one?


I came from a very abusive family
Physical sexual emotional.

I hated sex.
Hated the thing throbbing between my legs.
Because it needed to be taken care of.
But I never enjoyed it.
Never enjoyed any intimacy

Almost fifty years old.
I couldn't stand it any more this thing we call sex.

I was married but not enjoying anything sexual.
But I looked out and there was this world
Enjoying sex. Sexuality

I met some one an sp.

I gave her paper.
She gave so much more.


How fair is that?

 

[HB40]

I gave her paper.
She gave so much more.


How fair is that?

Poor Sevenofnine

It's a monumental big screen kiss, it's so deep it's meaningless...

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[somedude]

You do not give her paper, you are giving her freedom to do whatever she chooses (assuming she is working under her own free will) with that paper whether it is get food, clothing, shelter or (insert negative thought).

 

[mimi]

What are you worried about her for?

YOU need some serious counseling...sexual abuse is very damaging...and that is putting it mildly.