As always, I have been minding my own business,......and, of course, I have been a good boy!
And, with that said, I have been keeping what I am going to tell you, on the backburner, as it were.
I wasn't really sure if you'd be into reading about such things, although, I know for a certainty that it's something that my Mistress has been prodding me, for some time, to relate to Her.
In fact, She keeps letting me know, in not-so-subtle innuendos, that She wants to know what I'll be writing about - enquiringly so?
Oh, how nice of Her!
For some reason(s), I get all turned on, yes, very excited, when I read about what a beautiful Mistress just may be desiring in Her pet.
If I remember correctly, it was something that was said in my last telephone conversation with my Mistress.
That's what did it for me!
My Mistress made mention to me, in no uncertain terms, why it was that She was dominating and controlling me.
That, in itself, brought to mind what other Mistresses on the 'net had brought to the fore in Their searches for Their submissive one.
The feelings that overcame me, when I had read those requests for submission, were just incredible!!
Notice, if you will, how sexually invigorating and stimulating these Mistress' desires were:
On this one Mistress' mind was Her submissive being faithful and true to Her, most definitely:
"It would please Me to no end to find a submissive who is loyal to Me sexually and will practice chastity."
Another Mistress made it clear just when Her submissive would be seeing Her (whenever and whenever):
"I am seeking an oral sub. Must be ready to perform on call: whenever I call you to serve ME."
It was this Mistress that let it be known, that:
"Giving Me pleasure should be one of the main goals of your life. Just as denying you pleasure is one of the main goals of Mine."
And, another Mistress expressed Herself in this way:
"I am very selective with My choice of playmates - I must feel a connection to enjoy the time that I spend with them."
This one Mistress had Her own ideas for enjoyment, but unfortunately or fortunately, it was at Her submissive's expense:
"I enjoy utilizing chastity to keep you eager, frustrated and attentive."
And, another Mistress went on to echo what a previous Mistress had desired:
"I am looking for an experienced, service-oriented submissive.
Must love worshipping a dominant Woman and giving oral service when called upon."
This Mistress' desires had much to do about training:
"Receive the discipline you deserve, the control you crave, and the domination you need.
You will be taught how to properly suck and worship whatever is put to your lips.
Your tongue will realize the true meaning of oral servitude, and you can expect much of this in your training."
Yet another Mistress made known what was foremost on Her mind:
"I enjoy masculine men who know how to provide seed and are open to being milked for hours."
However, this Mistress' desires were all about Her submissive's enjoyment when it came to the following of Her rules:
"My ideal slave/sub is one who enjoys worshipping his owner's ass and pussy, in whatever way he is ordered to."
Now, besides having a love for reading about what the wants and needs of a beautiful Mistress are, I've become somewhat enamored with another realm of the lifestyle, so to speak.
I must say that it's definitely enticing and most erotically stimulating!
You will see what I mean...
It was this past fall that I happened upon and came in contact with another lovely Lady.
However, this Lady was not someone that I would get to know on an intimate level - very up, close, and personal - as is the case with my Mistress.
Rather, I would be getting to know this Lady, rather intimately, from a distance.
I must say that I still can't believe that I've been so favoured to get to know this wonderful Woman, albeit, online.
And, I've been keeping in contact with her ever since I first reached out to her.
Her name is Margaret, and she is a Lesbian.
As I've said before, I've always had "a thing" for Ladies who were bisexual.
And, getting to know a Lesbian "up close", so to speak, makes the lifestyle even more exhilarating and special.
Besides that, I must say that Margaret does have a certain je ne sais quoi about her.
That, in itself, has me drawn to her, even more so.
It was this one evening that I'd reached out to Margaret and wrote to her, as follows:
"Hi There
Hi Margaret,
I must say, I've always been intrigued by a Lesbian, and one that is as open-minded as you probably are.
And what I love, more than anything else, is how so into oral worship and pleasures, they are!
Have a very nice night, Margaret."
Sure enough, early the next morning, I'd received the following very appreciative message from Margaret:
"Hi There
myboy,
This was a very warm and appreciative note to find in the morning.
Thank you.
I do meet a number of men who have a curious idea that somehow lesbians are "deprived" - Penis envy is after all an idea invented by a man.
Just how much any man or woman enjoys whatever gives them pleasure seems to me very much an individual thing.
The more I explore the more delighted I am just how many ways there are to enjoy, though I have to agree with you, tongues are pretty amazing things.
As for open minded - surely an open mind is what opens all the other openings?
I expect it will be morning when you get this . . 8 hours behind I think?
In my vanilla life I am a corporate executive.
The work brings me to the West coast of the USA frequently.
I took a holiday while I was there and took the ferry up the Puget Sound, from Seattle to Victoria, and then on to Vancouver.
You live in a lovely part of the world.
I live in an area south of London, relatively close to the UK S coast, a sane place that has been wonderfully receptive to "alternative lifestyles" ever since Prince Regent moved here and built his rather un-English pleasure palace, by the sea, for the regency dandies and their ladies (many of whom were transvestites - apparently we still have the biggest transvestite population per capita of any town in Europe).
And you have a very nice day."
Soon after reading that very enlightening e-mail from Margaret, I replied to her:
"Hi There
Margaret,
You definitely made my morning by sending me that very lovely message.
It is very much appreciated!
I am so glad that my apprehension in messaging you did not get the best of me.
Have a very nice day, Margaret."
Wouldn't you know it, it was later on that afternoon that Margaret e-mailed me back:
"Hi There
myboy,
I am very happy that you enjoyed my little note.
I know we're are both subs - I know exactly how you feel but when writing to a Domme . . .
Subs should be able to chat together - so long as we don't poach Dominatrix?
I hope you are having a lovely day?
I'd love to get a 'feel' for how the life of a sub like you is.
I'm going to the Lesbian Club soon - nothing too wild at all.
It is a social club for executive women, who are also lesbians, one side or other of D/s.
There isn't much open sex except when we have specific "play" evenings.
Mostly, it is just lovely to be with other women who share the same pleasures.
myboy, tell me, can it really be that you do not have a Domme there?
You seem so sweet and willing, I would think a Dominatrix would gobble you up?
XXX Margaret"
Hours later, and well into the night, I responded to Margaret, as follows:
"Hi There
Margaret,
I see....
I'm so glad that you cherish this communication of ours.
And, I must say, that you do have a way with words!
Okay, I admit it, I have been a pet for a few beautiful Mistresses over the years.
I dunno, but for whatever reasons, time and circumstances always seem to change things?
However, things are looking up for me. )
I just may be meeting with the Mistress of my dreams, tomorrow (Thursday).
There's no feeling like it, left waiting and wondering, that is!"
Then, it was the very next morning, that Margaret had messaged me:
"Hi There
myboy,
I'm so excited for you - I know just how you feel!!
You are so right - no feeling like it - all day hoping and imagining and getting more and more turned on - wondering how to be more pleasing - what to wear, makeup, doing it all over and over again so that She will want you and use you.
I'll be thinking of you - I know you have a good feeling for pleasing a Mistress - you chose such lovely pictures to send to me - I could tell strait away you have a real feeling for serving a Domme.
Really, it doesn't make much difference, if one is a boy or a girl, when it comes to pleasing a Domme - I feel we are very alike.
As for me, I have been with a Domme now for about 2 months - She is a Court Official - She even sometimes wears Dominatrix fetish under Her Courtroom attire.
She lives in London, but She has a flat here by the sea for weekends, so I am Her weekend sex sub, but She also enjoys me socially - not just for my tongue!
All the same, I know what you are saying - D/s - or for me S/m relationships are very fragile - so much excitement, but then they seem to burn out - so have a lovely time - I'll be thinking of you.
Margaret"
Later on that day, in the afternoon, it was, that I'd e-mailed Margaret, again:
"Amazing!!
"Hi Margaret,
So, I got the call around noon today, and...that was amazing!
It was like I was dreaming.
I'm on my way over.
Tell you more later..
PS: I loved your last message to me, a lot!"
I just couldn't wait to tell Margaret what had transpired after my last communication with her.
It was just a few hours later, after I'd drifted off of Cloud 9 and into my comfort zone, so to speak, that I'd messaged Margaret:
"Hello
Margaret,
Imagine, if you will, thru-out Thursday morning, I'm dwelling on your revelation of submission to a beautiful Lady, a British Court Official.
Your message to me, in particular, your being so excited for me and your disclosure about your being used by a Court Magistrate (if you will) as Her play toy, really did it for me!
As well as, letting me know that your Domme enjoys your company socially, and also, has taken a liking for your tongue.
In fact, I went back to your e-mail a few times and had to reread it over, again!
When I first read your message, you wouldn't believe how worked up it made me.
Or, maybe you would?
My mind started to wonder, not only about how you might be worshiping your Mistress, but also, thinking about the Mistress of my dreams, and how She might be using me for Her pleasure and amusement?
I was really really hoping that She would be seeing me!
Just so you know, I've been with the Mistress of my dreams for the past number of years.
However, it was close to 2 months ago that I last saw Her.
I was wondering about,....perhaps, I was no longer Her pet?
So, I thought and I wondered?
I've already come to know what my service to my Mistress entailed.
In contemplation, I thought about my Mistress, my resolve, and my duty.
Energetically and enthusiastically, my mouth and tongue were primed to surrender themselves to the needs and desires of my Mistress.
In anticipation, I patiently waited for Her.....
Just so you know, She contacts me when She wants to use me; I don't contact Her.
In fact, She rarely answers Her phone when I call Her and will only reply to texts that She initiates.
As per my message, my Mistress did call me.
It was during the noon hour, when I was out and about.
It was very surreal, I must say!
For the rest of the afternoon I had this feeling of being comfortably numb.
It felt very special!!
When I spoke to my Mistress, She went on to say that She had missed me immensely, and then She'd asked me, if I'd missed Her?
I said: "Yes, terribly so!"
Further to that, She'd asked me: "Are you really full?"
"Yes!" I told Her. "I'm really full,...........I'm bursting, and I'm so horny!!"
My Mistress, then said: "I'm wondering if I should see you today or should I make you wait?"
I then said to Her: "Yes, please! Please see me today! Please!"
She then said: "Okay, I'll see you then!"
I replied back to Her: "Ohhh, thank-You!"
As it turned out, I met Her at the appointed time."
I had sent Margaret that message just before I had gone to bed that evening.
And, upon waking up in the morning, I found another wonderful e-mail message from Margaret:
"Hello
myboy,
I love hearing from you - it is so exciting to hear from a sub-boy.
I expect you know a lot of Dommes like to Domme sub-boys so I have been mixed up with boys a good deal.
So far, though, Lady Eleanor - the Domme dyke - has not had a boy in when She has wanted to use me.
I confess to you - it's something I hesitate to share with other sub girls - when my Mistress is Queening a sub boy, then usually my position to suck his cock.
I know by now I have to just keep him on edge - I have heard plenty of Dommes say "what is the use of a toyboy without a hard erection?"
So I have to get him constantly hard but not let him cum or else it's me - not the boy - that is in trouble.
I know a lot of Dommes who are into Femdom, keep a boy hard and erect all the time.
I sometimes wonder if that gets painful - especially if he has to take those pills to make him stay hard?
Anyway, I have to suck his erection or sometimes use my hand while he is sucking on Madame, but not let him cum.
I find this difficult to get right.
Anyway, I didn't mean to say all that - just that I know what you have to do to your Mistress and how much a Mistress demands of a boy.
Dommes seem to really enjoy humiliating a sub-boy.
By now you will have been with Her - I hope it was wonderful and you made Her extremely happy.
Two months is such an age to go!
My Mistress comes down from London most weekends.
I know how frustrated I feel if She has to stay in London.
She is coming down tomorrow morning, so will only be here on Saturday evening - I have to be there.
I don't know if She will have guests or what - She likes to keep me guessing . . . ?
I do know that awful feeling when you don't hear from your Mistress for a few days.
I'm not really supposed to contact Her either but She has a private email for Her Mistress life and I can use that just for making arrangements or for getting further instructions.
Do let me know - you can inspire me for my evening - and I'll write more later - there is something about you I feel is very like me.
We both seem to have a similar feeling about giving a beautiful sensual strong Dominant woman pleasure.
I'm so happy you felt good about hearing from me - isn't that why we are submissive?
Hoping to be liked and enjoyed?
Hugs - go on obeying . . .
submissive Margaret"
Even before I'd a chance to reply back to her that night, it was just before the noon hour, the next day (on Saturday) that Margaret had messaged me, again:
"Hello
myboy,
You said I wouldn't believe how worked up reading my message made you - then you said maybe I would?
I feel so good that my message gave you pleasure - I know it is me that gets the real pleasure from Lady Eleanor, but it is lovely to know that my passing it on gave you pleasure.
So much of a sub's life is anticipation, waiting to be ordered to present ourselves to our Mistress, then that amazing High as we prepare ourselves to give pleasure in our dress and make-up, but most of all, our willingness to give any part of ourselves for Mistress to use and enjoy.
What could possibly be more beautiful than that?
By the way, the last picture I attached is so much how things were with a Domme I spent a lot of time with last year.
Sadly, She moved to the USA.
She often had sextoy boys in, as well, to pleasure Her and I was left to keep their erection's on edge with my tongue and hand.
I have been to the beauty parlour this morning so am all polished up for my Mistress.
I have Her orders for this evening: I am to go to Her flat, go into the room on the right and put on everything I find laid out in there.
Then I am to go into the lounge or through onto the verandah, if it is still warm, and that is where She is.
She says nothing about who else will be there or what She has planned for the evening.
So I have three hours to wait.
I will ride on my sybian for a bit just to get myself completely aroused for Her.
Otherwise I will just lie back out in the sun, it is still lovely and warm here and feel the warmth giving life to me - and try not to let my fingers slide into my G-string.
I'm sure you gave your Mistress a perfect time and She is now pleased with you and will reward you again soon.
submissive Margaret"
It was later on that day and late into the night, that I'd e-mailed Margaret in reply:
"Hello
Hi Margaret,
How are you?
You are so lovely, you are!
I am getting so turned on and excited with you and what you're writing to me about!!
To answer your question about what it's like to be hard and erect all the time?
I must say, it is definitely not painful, just very surreal, perhaps pleasurable?
Yes, pleasurable, as I'm always thinking about my Mistress and how I can pleasure Her more.
I have no need to take pills to keep me hard.
Apparently, those kind of pills have side effects which are not good. (
Yes, I love hearing about you and your Mistress, Lady Eleanor, so much so!
I love hearing about you and Her, and how She makes use of you.
I'm left wondering about what Madame Eleanor had you do for Her this weekend?
It is so exciting to hearing about that sort of thing from your perspective, just as you are hearing from me and my perspective.
With that in mind, let me tell you what transpired this past Thursday afternoon:
"Make sure that your personal hygiene is absolutely immaculate when you arrive."
That order was from my Mistress, quite some time ago, but it still haunts me 'til this day.
I remember it well, so much so, that when I'm preparing to meet up with my Mistress, I really don't want to leave much to chance.
Foremost, on my mind, is my not forgetting to be clean shaven.
I soon made it over to meet up with my Mistress.
When I got to Her place, I notified Her of my being there, in my own special way.
It worked perfectly, and She let me in.
My Mistress made it known that She wanted me to undress myself.
She also made it known, that once my pants were pulled down (albeit, sans underwear), I was to bend over so that She could inspect me further - particularly, my anus.
She did, albeit, with Her fingers spreading the opening to my anus apart, to allow for an even closer inspection.
All my worry was for not, as my Mistress remarked that She loved what She saw!
To start things off, after I had undressed and was in the nude, my Mistress informed me how She wanted me to serve Her,........all dressed up as a Lady, a Lady-boi, as it were!
First, to start off the process, my Mistress had me pull up my legs, a pair of black nylons.
That was followed by a corset, of sorts, and a bra.
I was then made to pull over myself a short dress, a long top, as it were.
My Mistress' wig, a wig full of curls and waves in it, was then attached onto my head.
My Mistress then led me along and into Her Washroom.
She made known to me that She wanted me in the tub and shower with Her.
As I held onto the hand of my Mistress, I was able to slowly but surely maneuver myself into Her tub and shower, and into position, there.
Soon after, She ordered me to put out my hands, making sure to open them up for Her.
As I saw it, my Mistress was reclining back in Her tub and shower, and with Her legs spread wide apart.
Mmmmmm,........how nice was that?
My Mistress then dispensed some liquid soap onto my hands.
As well, my Mistress invitingly made it known just what She wanted me to do for Her - by ordering me, with these exact words: "I want you to wash ME!"
I felt that I must comply with that order of Hers, dutifully and obediently....
My Mistress made sure to let me know that, by Her pushing and positioning my mouth and lips right up close to Her very erect nipples, that She didn't want me to forget them.
She obviously loved me licking and sucking on them, that I know!
Just so you know, my Mistress' permitting me to "massage" and hold onto Her very nice and toned bum is something that I've always looked forward to doing,...........for some reason(s)?
The feelings that I had as my fingers caressed Her all over, and sliding around and in between those pussy lips of Hers,.....that was just incredible!
That being said, I was wanting to, and indeed I did, press my index finger on my one hand, right up and just at the entrance of that very lovely bumhole of Hers.
And, yes, my other hand was definitely kept busy, very busy, that is!
Ohh, it was soooo amazingly nice and so very naughty of my Mistress to let me be so very intimate with Her!!
Okay, now where was I?
My Mistress then ordered me to change positions and to sit myself down at the end of Her tub and shower.
That was followed up in short order by my Mistress, planting Her lovely self, Her athletically-shaped bum and succulent-tasting pussy, right up and against my face!
Mmmmmm....it was then that my Mistress proceeded to make Herself comfortable, very comfortable, I might say!!
Having a cock ring vibrator at Her disposal definitely added much to my Mistress' control and domination over me.
That only served me wanting, not only to lick Her more, but also to eat and suck on Her very delicious pussy.......very hungrily, I might add!
I sure love it when my Mistress gets so very horny!
Back and forth, that is how it went.... She was driving me to near exhaustion, She was!
I was definitely concerned about my cumming, as I really didn't want to.
And, my Mistress made known to me, as She was playing with my cock and balls, that She didn't want me to cum at all!
Okay, so I learned that it was part of Her plan to get me all horny and hard, and then to stop just before I felt like cumming!
The feeling was incredible!
Okay, so after spending an extended period of time washing and rinsing the intimate areas of my Mistress' lovely body, as well as pleasuring and servicing Her, my Mistress then ordered me to get out of Her tub and shower, and to dry myself off.
So, I did!
To be continued....."
I must make mention that this is a work of fiction.
Characters, visuals/GIFs, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used in a fictitious manner.
Any resemblance to actual persons or actual incidents is purely coincidental.
The author accepts no responsibility for any thoughts you may form after reading his works.
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