I remember my first sp.
I went to her out of desperation from being horny for so dam long.
I was scared shitless.
Fears of cops big bad boyfriends and std's and making a fool of myself not just with her my family.
It was a dam good thing she was who she was and is, because it was one of the best times ever, magical. The magic had nothing to do with me.
Any way moving on, I finally settled in and became a regular with the lady I still see,
not with out a bump or two in the road,
And I must admit, the bumps. Not my fault, but, I was a fool,
Liked to complain and whine instead of moving on,
Even had a bump on the road with the lady I see, so much so we took a break from each other for a few months while cooler heads prevailed. We actually laugh about it now.
I have been through it all, I think,
Do I love her does she love me are we friends, am I a fool, what is this, etc that mechanical feeling,
I guess I am simply a stubborn ass because I kept seeing her.
I am almost at the point recently what am I doing any more, I don't need to do this, and I don't kind of had my fill a long run.
But spring finally arrived in Calgary at least for one day, and the girls showed up in nice short dresses.
It became pretty clear what I am doing, Its all about sex, always has despite all the words,
The lady I see I don't have to see her, or anyone for that matter but I can so why not,
She doesn't have to see me or anyone she is not desperate.
Driving up to her place I got a text message from her, can I go to the mall I need to pick up something she asked.
Sure,
It was a nice night we walked to the mall, window shopped a bit, tried out a new pub that opened up on the way back.
We caught up talked wined dined. Took our time.
Back at her place, we had a drink, finished our conversations, and moved to her bedroom,
It was nice, a little bit kinky and weird, maybe,
not to every guys taste.
Funny I met some full on pse girls that wouldn't get kinky with me, give me a bbbj, but not get a little weird.
I don't know if it is her and me we have been to gether so long, and are so comfortable or what but she needs to be safe, other then that anything goes, it seems.
At first blush, you wouldn't think she is the best or could be one of them, but she has been doing this a long time.
Omg she is one of the most sensual soft women around it doesn't really matter what we do, it most always seems magical.
It hasn't been always we have had some bumps in the road,
I have known her for years seen her every week for years. So both of us at times have been out of sorts not really into it.
Under stress from out side concerns, it has kind of crept into our sessions and took the magic out of it.
But the stubborn idoit that I am kept on going, never missed a week,
I don't know what we are to each other, were just comfortable, relaxed,
Every week we understand this might be the last time for us, we are both thinking about changes.
But we keep on seeing each other. It doesn't really matter what we do or how, its all good.
She takes the lead and I follow, doesn't really matter to me, as long as we get naked at some point.
Its not exactly a client hobbiest relationship,
I don't know what it is,
But it has been pretty dam good.
I went to her out of desperation from being horny for so dam long.
I was scared shitless.
Fears of cops big bad boyfriends and std's and making a fool of myself not just with her my family.
It was a dam good thing she was who she was and is, because it was one of the best times ever, magical. The magic had nothing to do with me.
Any way moving on, I finally settled in and became a regular with the lady I still see,
not with out a bump or two in the road,
And I must admit, the bumps. Not my fault, but, I was a fool,
Liked to complain and whine instead of moving on,
Even had a bump on the road with the lady I see, so much so we took a break from each other for a few months while cooler heads prevailed. We actually laugh about it now.
I have been through it all, I think,
Do I love her does she love me are we friends, am I a fool, what is this, etc that mechanical feeling,
I guess I am simply a stubborn ass because I kept seeing her.
I am almost at the point recently what am I doing any more, I don't need to do this, and I don't kind of had my fill a long run.
But spring finally arrived in Calgary at least for one day, and the girls showed up in nice short dresses.
It became pretty clear what I am doing, Its all about sex, always has despite all the words,
The lady I see I don't have to see her, or anyone for that matter but I can so why not,
She doesn't have to see me or anyone she is not desperate.
Driving up to her place I got a text message from her, can I go to the mall I need to pick up something she asked.
Sure,
It was a nice night we walked to the mall, window shopped a bit, tried out a new pub that opened up on the way back.
We caught up talked wined dined. Took our time.
Back at her place, we had a drink, finished our conversations, and moved to her bedroom,
It was nice, a little bit kinky and weird, maybe,
not to every guys taste.
Funny I met some full on pse girls that wouldn't get kinky with me, give me a bbbj, but not get a little weird.
I don't know if it is her and me we have been to gether so long, and are so comfortable or what but she needs to be safe, other then that anything goes, it seems.
At first blush, you wouldn't think she is the best or could be one of them, but she has been doing this a long time.
Omg she is one of the most sensual soft women around it doesn't really matter what we do, it most always seems magical.
It hasn't been always we have had some bumps in the road,
I have known her for years seen her every week for years. So both of us at times have been out of sorts not really into it.
Under stress from out side concerns, it has kind of crept into our sessions and took the magic out of it.
But the stubborn idoit that I am kept on going, never missed a week,
I don't know what we are to each other, were just comfortable, relaxed,
Every week we understand this might be the last time for us, we are both thinking about changes.
But we keep on seeing each other. It doesn't really matter what we do or how, its all good.
She takes the lead and I follow, doesn't really matter to me, as long as we get naked at some point.
Its not exactly a client hobbiest relationship,
I don't know what it is,
But it has been pretty dam good.
