you think its to expensive then don't pay.
nobody is making you,
fact is when your horny, you don't think straight
fact is when your in need, its worth every penny.
there was an article in the paper today,
it went something like have sex weekly i think in stead of bi weekly,
and your happiness increases. its the same as if you made an extra fifty k a year.
i thought it was funny if your paying for sex. your wallet might go down and extra fifty k a year,
some what of an over statement.
i dunno,
i paid alot of money, saw some one regular, every couple of weeks, for dinner dates.
cost me alot, for like two or three years. every two weeks.
so its only money,
she put a smile on my face, made me happy,
i had alot of issues, i wasn't a happy camper.
actually i was a very angry guy bitter and angry
i was so fucking angry i felt sorry for anyone that might get in my way,
never had a fight, was scared to, was scared that i would hurt some one and i would end up in jail for a very long time.
i was that fucking angry.
i saw an sp regualarlly for the last two or three, years, had sex regularrlly
talked out my issues about my father going to jail with her, talked about alot of stuff with this lady, used her as therapy, she listened she didn't judge, all over a bottle or two of wine, supper maybe,
then we had sex.
i was headed for divorce, i was just so bitter and angry, i was destroying everything.
i dunno
but im not angry any more.
not a fucking thing to be angry about.
i thank the lady i saw, she just listened. and let me talk then we had sex.
worth every penny,
i don't know what im trying to say
but if it isn't worth it to you then don't pay
spend your money else where.