Yes Old maxx , is getting to be an old dog.. I am set in my ways , grumpy with kids some times ,, may be for then i should be and find it hard to think of games for kid to play ..( not that is is only my responsibility )
I have been single all my life , and although there have been times i have know younger girls as friends . they help me think young and live the life i did not live when i was younger ,, but over all i still at mature , and grounded .. like an old guy ..and zi don't feel like acting much different ,, unless there is some sexy girl that get my motor running LOL.. Yes there have been a few .. and i feel a lot younger when i am with them .. OPf course i am brought back to reality .. by looking in the mirror in the morning the old tied look , the gray beard , and the continuing thinning hair ..
And If i for get that .. , My aching back and knees remind me when ever i think i can do the work i once did .
It seem it has been one of those trade off what i did not experience when i was younger , or have the financial , means and confidence to do.. I have experienced in the last 10 yrs .. it has made . middle age , more full and rewarding .. on a emotional level ,,and tuff some times ,, but i seem to have the ability to handle it better then i once did .. Maybe my emotions are numbed down and less volital because of burn out or i just understand and accept more .
i actually am thank full for .. having younger girl friends , and looking after a little kid for the last 3 yrs.. Just i am a grumpy old guy and find it difficult some days to show that I am happy and positive . Even tough i think iI am
.. or else i would not be hanging around ..
I guess i think i have to be that voice of maturity all the time ,, telling the kids to be care full , make them do what is right .. not sure who will teach if i don't LOL even though i know we all have to figure it out for our selves ..
i am the old dog .. feel like a puppy and love to learn and do new things and then i am gumpy
I have been single all my life , and although there have been times i have know younger girls as friends . they help me think young and live the life i did not live when i was younger ,, but over all i still at mature , and grounded .. like an old guy ..and zi don't feel like acting much different ,, unless there is some sexy girl that get my motor running LOL.. Yes there have been a few .. and i feel a lot younger when i am with them .. OPf course i am brought back to reality .. by looking in the mirror in the morning the old tied look , the gray beard , and the continuing thinning hair ..
And If i for get that .. , My aching back and knees remind me when ever i think i can do the work i once did .
It seem it has been one of those trade off what i did not experience when i was younger , or have the financial , means and confidence to do.. I have experienced in the last 10 yrs .. it has made . middle age , more full and rewarding .. on a emotional level ,,and tuff some times ,, but i seem to have the ability to handle it better then i once did .. Maybe my emotions are numbed down and less volital because of burn out or i just understand and accept more .
i actually am thank full for .. having younger girl friends , and looking after a little kid for the last 3 yrs.. Just i am a grumpy old guy and find it difficult some days to show that I am happy and positive . Even tough i think iI am
.. or else i would not be hanging around ..I guess i think i have to be that voice of maturity all the time ,, telling the kids to be care full , make them do what is right .. not sure who will teach if i don't LOL even though i know we all have to figure it out for our selves ..
i am the old dog .. feel like a puppy and love to learn and do new things and then i am gumpy
