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69guy

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I wouldn't say this situation is the same as mine, but for me after every time I saw a SP, I felt a little more hollow inside. Hell, I always enjoyed the sex but I missed the emotional aspect. I decided to retire from the hobby and focus on meeting girls out there that I don't have to pay directly for the sex (It seems almost every girl you have to pay indirectly... gifts, suppers, etc...) Well since that time I have been on several dates and even have had sex with some of them. I feel much more fulfilled after having sex with someone that I am not paying directly and that I can spend time with aside from the sex... watching movies, eating, it is a pleasant change.

DK
i am beginning to feel the same way completely my friend.
 

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i am beginning to feel the same way completely my friend.
69G, surprised to hear this coming from you... :eek: You are right, with pooning you get to experience fun and amazing sex 1 hr at a time (or however long you are paying for it). But your life is back to the same old when the session is over. :(
 

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Dark_Knight

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i am beginning to feel the same way completely my friend.
I wouldn't dare recommend you retire and move on though, as Kendra would kill me... since you are her bitch after all.... lol
 

69guy

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I wouldn't dare recommend you retire and move on though, as Kendra would kill me... since you are her bitch after all.... lol
i don't think she would react like that. she is such an awesome girl. truth be told she is actually the only girl i see anymore. no i am not infatuated with her. i just keep getting the same level of fun from her.

i am just tired of being single and all. just kinda down right now with the xmas season upon us.
 

69guy

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You always seem very content seeing Miss K. I was not expecting to hear that you are feeling a little emotionally drained.


i am totally content see Kendra(aka gumdrop). she rocks my world every time i see her.

just the "being single" part sucks.
 

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i don't think she would react like that. she is such an awesome girl. truth be told she is actually the only girl i see anymore. no i am not infatuated with her. i just keep getting the same level of fun from her.

i am just tired of being single and all. just kinda down right now with the xmas season upon us.
I know she is an awesome girl. I actually do miss the sex with her, but I felt it was better for me to just retire and find a girl outside of this... Well, I am not completely retired as I did buy a ticket for her valentines day package... I mean how could you not try for that???
 

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Ok, time to address some questions in the most honest way I can. She was always upfront and honest with me, even though the answers weren't what I wanted to hear. I will answer you all honestly in that spirit, no white knightism.

Fort Mac Guy: She just doesn't have feelings for others when they are clients. When she goes home, she doesn't want to think about clients at all. She does love her job and enjoys the sex, but it is always a YMMV. The last 2 times I was with her, was the probably the best sex of my life honestly. It was mutual also. I don't know how it affected her personally, I hope not negatively.

Slamma: I disagree on point 1, but tend to agree on 2 and 3. Some ladies have great relationships with their SOs. I don't think it is just about money all the time, but that may be being naive. I've gone and just chatted with her for lots of time, shared a smoke and just talked like friends.. without paying a dime.

Sperminator: I have spent probably more time with her in the past year than most people spend with their wives in a few months. I know her, and she knows me.

Vienna: Thanks, everyone is different, we should make that understood.

Schizo_man: I was hurting, still am. I shouldn't have done that, like you said. You are right there. I'm not stalker material though, I just want her happy.

Luvpussy: Nice to hear from someone who it worked out for. Grats on being one of the few. :)

Sperminator again: I already know I am pathetic. Thanks though for reinforcing that. I do love her, it isn't something I have control over. I am an emotional person. However, I'm not creepy, would never do anything to make her upset.

HB40: You've always understood me bro, thanks for the words. Hope retirement works for you and give your SO a hug for me. :)

Cherry: I don't know what to say. It's been 10 months. I wish it would never end, but I know it had to sooner or later. I just thought it would be later. I will always cherish our time together. I am sorry if it took a part of you sometimes. I just thought I was helping you financially. I will always respect your wishes as I respect you. My quirky beautiful final fantasy.
 

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What I didn't know then, I do know now. Every time I saw her, and used her for sex, it took a bit more of her respect away from me. I thought I was helping her financially, but I was just taking a little bit of her soul each time. I apologized today when she told me this. I fell in love with her, and will probably be for a long time, hence the white knightism. Someone said on here once that falling for your sp never turns out well.

So, yes, falling in love with an sp never turns out well. I thought if I loved her enough, hung in there enough, she might change her mind. I know that will never happen now though.

So again, I ask you, where exactly in his post does it mention the name of the studio at which Cherry works? Nowhere in his post does it mention the name of the studio.
Hint: it's literally spelled out for you in his post, sure the letters are jumbled up but that shouldn't be a problem for someone like you. :rolleyes:
Sheesh, I gave you a hint...you're not very good at these puzzles and brain teasers are you? :rolleyes:

Or maybe you could have just read some posts right in this thread.
 

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Here's one thread. . .

So again, I ask you, where exactly in his post does it mention the name of the studio at which Cherry works? Nowhere in his post does it mention the name of the studio.

If, however, the name of the studio at which Cherry works is mentioned in earlier posts by Markl and you expected me to check his entire posting history for the answer, then, hey, forget it.
https://perb.cc/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=92957&highlight=Cherry

and there`s more if you just search for "Cherry" or posts made by Markl.

(Note: just keep in mind that reviews of Cherry from 50th/Legends will also appear on your search)
 

Snoopy99

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give it a rest

the man has the bollocks to share his experience and thoughts -
so the least that we could do is to be supportive.

on pooning -
well heck... for me at least, going out and meet different ladies is an experience - doesn't always turn out positively but it's an experience.
(same thing when you go and buy stuff eh)

on falling for the SP -
there was this asian that i met 3 years ago that had the most flawless and smoothest skin... *long sigh*.
i don't know whether everyone thinks it's a fantasy on meeting ladies - but hell, i'm just there to have fun and hopefully the SP enjoys it at the same time.

It's the holidays thingie - don't let it get you down if you're single.
organize a party with colleagues and get stoned;
then wake up the next day, spend a couple of browns and go bang bang.

Life is good !
 

TooMuchFun22

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i am beginning to feel the same way completely my friend.
That is becasue you are obviously both looking for something more than SEX.

This hobby is awsome for SEX for SPORT, good sex, a good work out, the opportunity to have a casual grown up conversation with a nake female.

Looking for more is obviously doomed for failure.

69GUY, you have talked about freindships etc with some SPs and expressed some of your infatuations and genuine care for SPs like KENDRA.

My suggestion to most out there is you pay to spend an hour with an SP, but you don't buy the right to care about them etc. If they want that they will ask for that.

Back to the original post in the thread.


If you look at "real life" relationships that range between friendships and all encompassing relationships.... the big factor is a decision to be INVOLVED in each other lives.

Most guys out there have had the "I just want to be friends" conversation with a female they have been crushing on...... Translation is "I don't want to have any obligtions to you.... or I would prefer that you not care about me, I can do with out that thanks.... but talking to you occaisionally is fine."

It really is not that complex.

And just so you know... when you "care about someone" and you are not permitted to be on that list of people in their lives.... you are right on the edge of being creepy stalker.

And incase there are questions.... SPs in Edmonton are forced to put up with all sorts of creep crap for the sake of their business all the time.

Some SPs actively mock the teasing / flirting personal crap that goes on on the board, and some have a true disdain for PERB and what grief it causes.... some are better at taking it with a grain of salt, but there are plenty that treat it as a necessary evil.

Posting personal details engaged... quiting... leaving the province.... is creepy stalker type stuff....basically telling anyone who will listen that you are IN LOVE with CHERRY is quite pathetic....I am sure she is thrilled that you took the time to tell everyone about how she shot you down and told you to get out of her life (albeit politely).

I am tempted to have a session with her just so I can ask... what is up with this MARKL guy posting on PERB about loving you????? My guess is we would get a completely different take on the situation.
 

TooMuchFun22

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Cherry: I don't know what to say. It's been 10 months. I wish it would never end, but I know it had to sooner or later. I just thought it would be later. I will always cherish our time together. I am sorry if it took a part of you sometimes. I just thought I was helping you financially. I will always respect your wishes as I respect you. My quirky beautiful final fantasy.
Yeah ..... so posting this publically on the PERB thread is 100% Creepy and the start of stalker stuff.... no question.
 

GPguy

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My thoughts exactly your makeing an ass out of your self......I dont want to here or know about this crap......When did men get so pussyfied...
 

69guy

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69GUY, you have talked about freindships etc with some SPs and expressed some of your infatuations and genuine care for SPs like KENDRA.


when did i ever say i was infatuated with any SP? i'd like to know that. you make it sound like i do not know the boundaries between myself and SP's such as Kendra. i also know that after seeing Kendra as much as i have, it is kinda hard to not have any kind of feelings towards her. I do care about her, but just as a friend and i am pretty sure i have told her that. it feels awesome that her and i get along so well, and that we can talk about anything.

is it a mistake that i consider her a friend? i do not know. she is the only one that can answer that for ya.
 

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You know, HB40, I really don't believe Markl planted the name of the studio in his original post in the form of a puzzle. I really don't believe that. I think that you, HB40, found the letters by coincidence and decided to point out the "hidden clue" just to make me look like an idiot to prove your point.
Thanks, that worked out just like I planned. ;)
 

Markl

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Sperm, HB just knows who it is from my previous posts. Quite clever of you however to make the text larger from my posts to say where she worked.

To the guys who think I'm a stalker... I just say this.. you are fucking idiots. I don't care if I get banned for it.. but you are idiots nonetheless.

How can you care about someone and do something they'd dislike? Morons.

Fuck off morons.
Your opinion doesn't matter to me.
 

HB40

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. . . the level some people will sink to . . . .I'm not going to dignify this with any further comments.
I just used the puzzle thing as an excuse because I knew it would irritate you haha. :rolleyes:

When I realized I actually had to find the name in letters for you I was a little worried,
thankfully Markl uses the word love alot so it was easy to find a couple v's for Velvet Touch. -LMAO- :D

I can sink way lower than that lol, this was just too easy. ;)

Awww come on sperm....don't take my dignity. :eek:
 
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