Just saw the vid about the girl who got shot or something and is now a paraplegic. in that vid there was a twitter comment about how "life aint fair", I am assuming it has to do with the girl becoming said paraplegic. Guess what, life aint fair, but you make with what you got. while it sucks she gonna live in pain or whatever, she chose the high risk lifestyle. you gotta know that you are hangin around gansters and the sort, you got to expect from some degree you are in danger from that association. just like the saying "guilty by association" its that way for a reason. you cant live an outlaw lifestyle all high and mighty with the cash flowin and boats floatin and not expect the next gangster wanna be to try and come and take it from you.
with that said, I do understand that there may be some thrill associated being connected to gangsters, whether it be easy access to cash, drugs, or whatever and that "regular joes" are boring, but I still believe you get what you put out. like an investment, you put your money in a high risk portfolio you may come out a millionaire, but you could just as easily come out dead broke, no pun intended. im satisfied with the "boring" life that I have, and if that hot girl is too shallow to see past that in me, so be it, all the best to you.