lets leave out the cost for the moment.
but its an addiction like booze gambling drugs.
its easy to forget to have a life.
even when you do have a life,
I have found im just sometimes going through the motions of a life,
waiting not really there, my body is there but my mind is planning or replaying an encounter.
hooked on sex or one particular women, waiting so I can see her or do it again.
im fortunate im getting older and the hunger has left me,
but left my life intact family grandchildren
friends, hobbies etc,
I think for years I was simply going through the motions of having a life.
getting older and a health problem or two.
like I said for what ever reason the hunger the big need to continue has left,
and like any addiction you don't really think of the consequences
and again, I have been lucky, I am intact
sometimes I think despite my best efforts to fuck up.
I have been very fortunate.
how many men on these boards seem so lonely to me, and angry, or just so sad.
wasted an entire life chasing hookers,
I think the biggest piece of advice I could give someone is,
remember to have a life,
have friends hobbies interests passions.
have a women you don't have to pay to see,
who will just have a coffee with you or a quiet supper,
make a baby or two with that women,
so you can chase your grandchildren around.
paying for sex isn't wrong.
life is not all neat and tidy.
its more about the feelings the emotions you generate or make
then any physical act,
nothing is really wrong, its the emotions the why that is wrong.
sometimes you just have to.
its more about loosing yourself in this hobby, forgetting there is a women with feelings and needs just like you across from you,
forgetting to make a life for yourself. to have a life.
I have been very fortunate indeed.
but its an addiction like booze gambling drugs.
its easy to forget to have a life.
even when you do have a life,
I have found im just sometimes going through the motions of a life,
waiting not really there, my body is there but my mind is planning or replaying an encounter.
hooked on sex or one particular women, waiting so I can see her or do it again.
im fortunate im getting older and the hunger has left me,
but left my life intact family grandchildren
friends, hobbies etc,
I think for years I was simply going through the motions of having a life.
getting older and a health problem or two.
like I said for what ever reason the hunger the big need to continue has left,
and like any addiction you don't really think of the consequences
and again, I have been lucky, I am intact
sometimes I think despite my best efforts to fuck up.
I have been very fortunate.
how many men on these boards seem so lonely to me, and angry, or just so sad.
wasted an entire life chasing hookers,
I think the biggest piece of advice I could give someone is,
remember to have a life,
have friends hobbies interests passions.
have a women you don't have to pay to see,
who will just have a coffee with you or a quiet supper,
make a baby or two with that women,
so you can chase your grandchildren around.
paying for sex isn't wrong.
life is not all neat and tidy.
its more about the feelings the emotions you generate or make
then any physical act,
nothing is really wrong, its the emotions the why that is wrong.
sometimes you just have to.
its more about loosing yourself in this hobby, forgetting there is a women with feelings and needs just like you across from you,
forgetting to make a life for yourself. to have a life.
I have been very fortunate indeed.