I think you are looking for someone or something to provide the answer for you. If one thing isn't working, then the exact opposite must be the answer. If you think there's an SP out there that will quench your thirst (in only one or two vists, as well), you have lost sight of why you needed the drink in the first place. We are just women who f*** you for money (sorry to be so blunt). We do not hold the answer to your question, whatever that question is. Nor does the wife, kids or picket fence. You have to find the answer first, and believe it or not, happiness will probably follow.
Deep thoughts by Jack Handy...
Sorry about that moment of introspection - just came out.
Here, I'll try and make up for it......
What did the blondes' left leg say to her right leg?
Nothing. They've never met.
Saffire