my 2 cents...i find it difficult to date personally. i seem to be unable to find it in me to promise to give 110% to the relationship. i won't promise to give what i don't think i can, it's unfair. those who have tried are outside of this industry and state that it doesn't matter...it's only a job. however, i find most of their calls to me are only when they are in the "mood" maybe bc i'm relatively new i find it currently impossible to find a solution to this. it is lonely sometimes, on the other hand i have no responsibilities to anyone else, i can do as i choose. i'm always up front and honest with those that do try, i have mixed feelers as to whether anyone will ever accept what i have done. i find nothing wrong with my uninhibited sexuality expressed in the way i have chosen, with outside attitudes such as they are, i'm not sure a relationship will ever happen. azen