back around 2015, i rented some scuba gear with zero certification and just dove head first into this hobby. I took some FTT that I couldnt even admit that I did. I also rolled the dice on many other occasions, had some amazing experiences, met some absolutely perfect girls, and also traded stories with some of the most interesting people I'd ever met. $50k later, between girls, booze and nose beers that year, I had no choice but to call it quits. I've been bait and switched, robbed, hell I've even had a girl show up, paid her half her rate just to leave, and then flushed the other half down the toilet just to punish myself. I've done reputable girls on an air mattress in the basement of an abandoned house that I had moved out of a month before. I've traded my ex GFs watch and makeup bag for FS with to reputable providers. I've had high end girls beg me for BBFS and then not let me pay a dime afterwards. And no, not gnarsty slags. Hot girls. Was it a bad idea. Probably. But In that second...well kinda tough to say no... I've hosted 2 girls in one day at a hotel, then checked out . And on my way home, decided to do a quick incall with a 3rd girl, just to see the 2 girls from earlier that day sitting on the couch when I walked in. Give em a wink, go upstairs and bonk their friend. I have booked girls in my parents basement. I had a girl shoot meth into her jugular in my hotel room. I've had them crawl through windows at house parties. I've humiliated girls who show up not as pictured and still want their money. I've also stood up for girls who have ended up in a multiple guy, one girl situation that they weren't anticipating. And I've paid girls when my loser friends try to short them. Ive taken my chances on a lot of new girls, no reviews etc that turned out to be beyond perfect, but just not cut out to carry on in the industry. I've met girls that turned into friends. , and I still probably owe my life to one girl who actually convinced me to get some help and get my life together. And I can't get ahold of her to thank her.
Now 4 years later, I'm not that person anymore,. I am trying to dip my toes back into the water but I cant just play Russian roulette or roll the dice like I used to. BP used to be my go to spot. I'd win some, I'd lose some, but the options were there and overall it was reliable. Even attractive touring girls posted on BP and I booked with many that way with fairly good success. I have standards ,and I'm picky, but there still used to be enough options to fit the bill, and now nothing.
LL and EB seem like I may as well be bobbing for 1 apple in a 40 gallon drum blindfolded. I cant justify paying to be with someone who I wouldnt even take home from the bar for free otherwise. I like thin, white/caucasian girls under 30 with a pretty face and loose morals. Hell I used to be able to throw a stick of dynamite into PoF and watch em float to the surface. Now anyone over 6/10 thinks they should be paid to be dated and are getting dicked out by 65 year old divorced car salesmen to pay their way through school.
Like is there something I'm missing as a directory or listings page? Or did things just get this shitty while I got 4 years older?
Now 4 years later, I'm not that person anymore,. I am trying to dip my toes back into the water but I cant just play Russian roulette or roll the dice like I used to. BP used to be my go to spot. I'd win some, I'd lose some, but the options were there and overall it was reliable. Even attractive touring girls posted on BP and I booked with many that way with fairly good success. I have standards ,and I'm picky, but there still used to be enough options to fit the bill, and now nothing.
LL and EB seem like I may as well be bobbing for 1 apple in a 40 gallon drum blindfolded. I cant justify paying to be with someone who I wouldnt even take home from the bar for free otherwise. I like thin, white/caucasian girls under 30 with a pretty face and loose morals. Hell I used to be able to throw a stick of dynamite into PoF and watch em float to the surface. Now anyone over 6/10 thinks they should be paid to be dated and are getting dicked out by 65 year old divorced car salesmen to pay their way through school.
Like is there something I'm missing as a directory or listings page? Or did things just get this shitty while I got 4 years older?