I've been to see SPs about 22-25 times over the last 9 years, spanning two Canadian cities and two serious relationships. Both times I have been in love with the girl, but the spark just dies in the bedroom and I turn to the thrill of the SPs again. I had no idea I was up to this many until I sat down and counted them all up just now.
First time was just a HJ and 1-hour at a time, after a few it turned into FS and always at least 2 hours. Now that I have more cash I'm dreaming of overnights stays, SPs who are into Greek, etc.
It's an obsession, and I keep thinking think I've stopped but the hunger begins again after a few months.
All I really want to do is quit for good, get STD tested, and then at least I'll know I haven't ruined my life and can keep this dark side of my life to myself for ever. Do any of you out there have any tips on quitting for good?
First time was just a HJ and 1-hour at a time, after a few it turned into FS and always at least 2 hours. Now that I have more cash I'm dreaming of overnights stays, SPs who are into Greek, etc.
It's an obsession, and I keep thinking think I've stopped but the hunger begins again after a few months.
All I really want to do is quit for good, get STD tested, and then at least I'll know I haven't ruined my life and can keep this dark side of my life to myself for ever. Do any of you out there have any tips on quitting for good?