With Mistress T's generous offer, I decided to man the f**k up and write about my interest in BDSM and the first experience with it that turned me away from it until now...
I have always been intrigue by this life style, from the way the look and style of the mistress to the activities they conduct. I am neither a dominant person nor am I submissive. However, the thought of putting myself in the hand of a beautiful, tough, strong minded woman has always been a turn on for me.
One summer afternoon, I decided that it is time for me to submit to my temptation and step into the BDSM world. I did not know who to talk to or where to look for a proper mistress. I went on CL and found Mistress C. Located some where in downtown, I went in with a lot of expectation.
However, I was disappointed with the overall of the session. Long story short, I basically got a HJ with her talking semi nasty things to me. Her tone was not senual and rather mechanical. It felt like she was reading something out of a textbook. I was eager and willing to try anything, we never talked about our limit or what we can explore in our session. She just sat me down, rub herself on me for a bit and proceed to perform a HJ.
When I left, I was very disappointed, I felt like I was cheated out of my money and did not want to try BDSM again..... Until recently. I have been having recurring dreams about giving up control to a mistress over and over again. I think it is my wild side telling me it is time to explore again. Then I read Mistress T's offer. So here I am writing this post about my first and hopefully not last experience of BDSM.
I have always been intrigue by this life style, from the way the look and style of the mistress to the activities they conduct. I am neither a dominant person nor am I submissive. However, the thought of putting myself in the hand of a beautiful, tough, strong minded woman has always been a turn on for me.
One summer afternoon, I decided that it is time for me to submit to my temptation and step into the BDSM world. I did not know who to talk to or where to look for a proper mistress. I went on CL and found Mistress C. Located some where in downtown, I went in with a lot of expectation.
However, I was disappointed with the overall of the session. Long story short, I basically got a HJ with her talking semi nasty things to me. Her tone was not senual and rather mechanical. It felt like she was reading something out of a textbook. I was eager and willing to try anything, we never talked about our limit or what we can explore in our session. She just sat me down, rub herself on me for a bit and proceed to perform a HJ.
When I left, I was very disappointed, I felt like I was cheated out of my money and did not want to try BDSM again..... Until recently. I have been having recurring dreams about giving up control to a mistress over and over again. I think it is my wild side telling me it is time to explore again. Then I read Mistress T's offer. So here I am writing this post about my first and hopefully not last experience of BDSM.