...a sub. I am, for the most part, relatively competent. I joined the local bdsm community and that's kinda cool. I believe that I am impatient. Anyone else here suffer from that? Substitute money for patience? It all works out the same. I won't assign control to incompetence....money can't guarantee competence. Only honesty can. I have been totally honest not once but twice...and completely rejected...sigh.
On the plus side, I was not promised something that could not be delivered and for that, I am grateful. I just started smoking again....sigh. What a loser.
eddie.
p.s....there is NO point to this post...total ramble.
On the plus side, I was not promised something that could not be delivered and for that, I am grateful. I just started smoking again....sigh. What a loser.
eddie.
p.s....there is NO point to this post...total ramble.